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The Future is a Scary Place

Disclaimer: In the writing of this particular article, I had no expectations (or desires) that readers would "swallow whole without thoroughly chewing" any of my personal conclusions and/or ideas on the very difficult and controversial matter of astrology and the ability to peer into the future. My only hopes were that it might serve as catalyst for some folks to rethink and reexamine their own philosophical and practical stances on the matter.

Fear Factor
I suppose that it's always a shock to the system when you wake up and discover that you're "only human," after all. You see... as much as I hate to admit it... as much as I've guarded against it... and as much as I've taught against it... when the rubber met the road and my mother was given a diagnosis of 6 months or less to live - operating out of fear, I attempted to gain control over the situation via my knowledge of astrology.

Yes... that's right. I sincerely believed that I needed to know the exact course and progression of my mother's disease so that plans could be better put into place that would enable her to die in her own home rather than in a nursing home or hospital. Caught up in the intensely felt fear of the moment, I thought that I needed to know and to be in control of the situation for any number of practical, rational, and/or well-intentioned reasons. As I was to soon discover, I didn't.

Denial Isn't a River in Egypt
Astrologer extraordinare Liz Greene once made what was obviously an unplanned, off-the-cuff remark during a 1980s seminar, "The Hero's Journey." For some strange reason this odd comment left an indelible mark and impression on me that I've never forgotten. Ms. Greene's rather surprising and discomforting statement was (liberally paraphrasing) that most people originally get involved in the serious study of astrology because they are control freaks.

Who me? A control freak? Not me! I don't think so... she's obviously barking up the wrong tree. (Or as we say in the South: "That dog don't hunt.!") Most of us like to tell ourselves that we originally got involved in astrology for all the right, honorable, and/or noble reasons (whatever those might be). Most of us didn't - but admitting that sort of thing (or admitting that we're control freaks) is not generally going to be part of our "comfort zone."

New and improved astrological forecasting techniques are devised on (what seems to be) an almost daily basis; and older, more ancient techniques of forecasting are now constantly being dug up, rediscovered, and resurrected. For the past 2500 years or so, astrologers have continually striven for what many have thought to be the Holy Grail of astrology: the perfection of our craft in the ability to peer into and forecast the future.

The idea that astrology can (or even should) be used in a manner where one is able to gain a sense of control over the situations we encounter in life is an illusive "pipe dream." Yet… still we try and we try and we try. We try, because of one simple fact. We astrologers are "only human," too - and the unknown future can indeed be a very dark and scary place.

The Big Picture
Looking for and identifying potential indicators of physical death in the astrological chart - and the accompanying astrological configurations that might or might not be present - has always been an emotionally charged and controversial subject. As such, I early on came to the determination that it would not be ethical to share any sort of analysis regarding my situation and the specific configurations that were involved. I will however share with you a little of what I discovered.

When I finally did take a good close look at all of the various charts involved in my mother’s circumstances, it ultimately didn’t help much in the way of all my more practical purposes of planning and controlling the logistics of the situation. Looking at the charts did help by painting in broad strokes the bigger picture as to what was going on, that in turn helped provide a quiet sense of meaning.

What I did discover was that I was encountering a significant period of my life that was potentially a time of letting go and a release of the karma that existed between my mother and myself.

Granted... in the "big picture" the resolution of karma with another person is most assuredly a positive thing - however, it can also very likely mean that the other person will soon, in some manner or another, be exiting your life. So in the "small picture" (where most of us live on a day to day basis), it can - nevertheless - be a very emotionally painful and fearful time.

In the end result, having a better understanding of my own soul connection with my mother’s circumstances helped in my better realigning my focus onto this most important purpose and meaning during the final weeks that my mother and I had left together.

Did I do it perfectly? Not even close. Did knowing it shield me from the pain and fear of my mother's inevitable departure? No.

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